I've been working my butt off for the past few weeks at the gym. It made me feel good today that Steven told me that he is proud of me for sticking with this. However, I'm frustrated because the scale isn't moving. While I know that I'm gaining muscle I need to see the scale move too! I have a goal that I need to get to. I need a surgery done and can't get it until I hit a certain number. The insurance company doesn't care about the muscle gain. They just care about the numbers. But I've got this. I will see that scale move next week!
I want to get back to my blog because, well, I've not written anything in well over a year. Writing helps me and I just need to get back to it. In that year I have put on some of my weight. How much...oh, like 35 pounds! Some of that is from my hormonal change after a hysterectomy. Some of that is stress. But most of that is my addiction. My name is Shannon and I'm addicted to food. Yes, addicted to food. It is my drug of choice. I'm not addicted to healthy foods. I'm addicted to sweets to the point that I have days that I eat nothing but sweets. I have tried several medications to help me but none have helped so far. I am going to be working on myself again and working to overcome this addiction. It is so hard but I can do it.
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