Two weeks ago I went for my two year follow up. I had gained 12 pounds from my lowest point. I felt defeated and disappointed in myself. The doctor changed a few medications and gave me lots of great advice. I've tried to change my eating habits back to smaller, more frequent meals. I've increased my protein and decreased my sweets. I've lost 3 of those pounds and will hopefully have the other 9 off before the next doctors visit.
I want to get back to my blog because, well, I've not written anything in well over a year. Writing helps me and I just need to get back to it. In that year I have put on some of my weight. How much...oh, like 35 pounds! Some of that is from my hormonal change after a hysterectomy. Some of that is stress. But most of that is my addiction. My name is Shannon and I'm addicted to food. Yes, addicted to food. It is my drug of choice. I'm not addicted to healthy foods. I'm addicted to sweets to the point that I have days that I eat nothing but sweets. I have tried several medications to help me but none have helped so far. I am going to be working on myself again and working to overcome this addiction. It is so hard but I can do it.
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